Chronomonosphere

2008-10-07T15:05:00.002+08:00

BoA THE FACE Live Tour 2008 (all in sequential order except for some of the videos which i didn't post again for the fact that i've already done so)

Lose your mind

Listen to my heart

My way your way ft WISE

STYLE

Song with no name ~名前のない歌~

Winter Love

Love Letter

BRAVE

ギャップにやられた

Happy Birthday

Be With You

Old Skool Medley (Part 1)

Old Skool Medley (Part 2)

Diamond Heart

抱きしめる

AGGRESSIVE

七色の明日～brand new beat～

Kissing You

Sparkling

Best Friend

Ending

Please support her and buy the original dvd once it has been released in singapore [:

2008-10-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

Omg omg omg!
I'm hyperventilating!
Like seriously.
BoA's US debut single is coming out today.
Not sure if it's out already but then again i've already gotten hold of her song last night.
:D
Uber addictive please

BoA- US debut single- Eat you up (full song)

2008-09-22T10:22:00.002+08:00

This is really addictive.
WonderGirls are back with their 4th project entitiled "Trilogy" with their single "Nobody".

Here's their full mv :D

2008-09-18T21:32:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling excited.
Especially after all the hype on BoA's debut in America.
I can't wait.
What's more she's releasing her music video on the 7th October (my birthday) [:

BoA - Go News TV - Making of Eat you up (Part 1)

BoA - Mezamashi TV News Report on American Debut

BoA Bring On America Press Confrence

BoA - Go News TV - Making of Eat you up (Part 1)

BoA - Go News TV - Making of Eat you up (Part 2)

BoA - Go News TV - Recording Eat you up in Thailand

BoA - Eat You Up (teaser) (version A)

BoA - Eat you up (teaser) (version B)

Even though there are a lot of bashings going on on youtube debating whether BoA can succeed in America, time can only tell whether she would make it. I don't need to spell it out how harsh the american entertainment industry are especially their critics. Anycase i can only wish her all the best (and damn that LSM. could he just stop manipulating every one from the sideline sheesh *rolls eye*)

By the way, visit KBites for your daily dose of the most up to date korean entertainment news :]

2008-09-14T10:57:00.002+08:00

*Blows dust away and remove cobwebs*
*ahem*

It's been quite sometime since i last blogged.
Thought i might share some videos i've found.
Have fun watching.

Taken from BoA's Live Tour 2008 The Face:

Preview with QUINCY performance:

Preview with SPARKLING performance:

Bad Drive:

Girl In The Mirror:

Sweet Impact:

Inkigayo 500th Special:

Parody of Wondergirls and SNSD:

BIG BANG Performing 하루 하루 and GDRAGON Performing DISCO Part 2 with Um Jung Hua

MTV Video Music Awards 2008 faceoff between Kaba Modern and Fanny Pak.
This was taken during the finale of MTV's Randy Jackson presenting America's Best Dance Crew (Season 2) where crews from both seasons are brought back for a special episode of competing for their own crew to faceoff during the VMA's.
Fanny Pak won by the way.
Either ways i couldn't be any happier that America finally made the right choice by allowing these 2 talented dance crew to compete against each other.
It doesn't matter who wins in my opinion. By giving us the best show, they're both winners already by my reckoning [:

Kaba Modern Performing to Madonna ft Justin Timberlake's 4 Minutes:

Fanny Pak Performing to PCD's When I Grow Up:

2008-08-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

2008-08-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
There's still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once, needed protection (no, no)
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once and I needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

2008-07-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっとここにいると思ってたのに
でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう
毎日毎晩募ってく思い
あふれ出す言葉
わかってたのに
もう届かない

はじめて出会ったその日から
君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまった二人

どこに行く乗りも一緒で君がいることが当然で
僕らは二人で大人になってきた
でも君が選んだのは違う道

特別な意味を持つ今日を
幸せ顔で立つ今日を
きれいな姿で神様に願ってる君を

僕じゃない人の隣で
祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
あの頃の僕らのこと
もう戻れない（考えた考えた）

それでも君が僕のそば離れていても
永遠に君が幸せでいること
ただ願ってる
たとえそれがどんなに寂しくても（寂しくても）

2008-06-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

そう確かに君の声が
どこからか聞こえた気がした
振り返った夕闇に
ため息白く消えてく

君がいた短い永遠
まぶしいほどずっと輝いてる

その笑顔が髪が
握った細い手が
今でもこの胸を締めつける

ただひとつだけ光る願い星を
あの日の僕たちは信じてた
そう君を忘れずにいること
僕の最後の勇気

君は涙あふれた目で
ほんの少し僕に笑いかけた
きっとホントの優しさの意味
その日まで知らずにいた

哀しみや痛みより強い
君が残した小さな想いのカケラ

吹きすぎてく風
灯り消えた街に
今でもその姿
探すよ

同じ傷跡を
そっと残して
僕らは違う夢
選んだ
変わらない君へのこの想いは
僕の最後の希望

空っぽの空
流れていく
Shooting star
君が忘れた君さえも僕はずっと
覚えてる

駆け抜けた季節
何を失って僕たちは大人になっていく
ただひとつだけ光る願い星を
確かに僕たちは信じてた
僕の最後の誇り

2008-06-20T23:08:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously tired.
I just want to take a break from everything.

2008-06-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

Get your Loewe Wallet, YSL Canvas Shoe, those killer yet gorgeous 10" (or if you think that's too short, 13") Christian Louboutin or Manolo Blahnik's Heels, your gorgeous Sisley Sunglass to ward off the sun and those credit cards (or extra moolahs if you think you're going to be short on cash) and start ransacking the shops of those greatest deals in town.

Your's truly will be joining in the fray too

[:

2008-05-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

I hate the idea of how people can be so aimless in their life.
*Scowls*
And to those who are you're just plain retards to me.
Period.

2008-05-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

A leap of faith

2008-05-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

Another reason to smile.
Another reason to look forward to each day.
Another reason to live.
Another reason to love.

2008-05-14T01:31:00.001+08:00

Leon. Dude. Bro.

[=

2008-05-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Don't tell me, I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't wait
I'm running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

~~'cos these memories burns when i think of you~~

2008-05-11T11:00:00.002+08:00

You guys are the best :D
You know who you are
Even though some of you may or may not know what happen.
For these i thank you guys.

The disappointment is still there.
But it's the least of my concern.
Goodbye to you.

2008-05-10T12:51:00.001+08:00

My soul is screaming for you.
My soul is screaming why.

How long you plan to put me like this?

2008-05-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

Leon. Thanks for everything.

[=

2008-05-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

FUCK!

2008-05-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

Today is the day you're back.
Back into my arms.
Being away from you for 4 days have killed me on the inside.
But today, today i'll tell you i'll never have you leave my side.
Again.

2008-05-03T11:20:00.003+08:00

Calling yourself close friends.
Ha!
What a joke.
It's just a fancy title.
If you're my close friends where were you guys when i need you people the most?
Stop giving me dumb excuses that you're busy and all the crap.
I'm busy myself.
Sheesh.

*Rolls eye at particular clique*

2008-05-01T12:53:00.001+08:00

I'm missing you like crazy :/
Come back to me safe and sound [=

你不在　高興還是悲哀　你都不在 wo

2008-04-26T12:27:00.001+08:00

What Mathew Mark Foo Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-22T15:22:00.003+08:00

I need tons of coffee.
And i mean it literally.
*sigh*
I'm bored, tired and busy at the same time.
Tau sar pia is dope shit [=
And i'm waiting for my evil twin to be cloned completely [=

~~baby, i'm missing you like crazy~~

2008-04-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

Plain yogurt (and i mean plain as in no preservatives whatsoever) tastes weird even with sliced fruits :/

That said, baby, your body's a wunderland [=

2008-04-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Fuck you pedophiles

2008-04-19T11:15:00.003+08:00

Fuck you and your fickle minded-ness.
Period.

2008-04-17T02:12:00.001+08:00

Its over. Offcially.

2008-04-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

Now i understand why everybody's hogging the fan. Lol.

2008-04-09T14:21:00.002+08:00

The hard work was worth it.
Seeing you surprise, hearing your laughter and watching you smile was just priceless.
It was worth every single minute of it.
Happy birthday my love [=

2008-04-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

Rahman one of your friend's a whore. 'Nuff said.

2008-04-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

Fuck the freshmen. 'Nuff said.

A few congratulatory note to BoA and Utada Hikaru who have topped the No 1 Oricon Chart in Japan respectively [=

2008-04-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

For the latest update of your mp3 player i highly recommend hitzradio and AT40 where all the latest music is up first before singapore radio gets wind of it [=

2008-03-31T22:44:00.001+08:00

I've fallen sick.
Yet again.
Bad running nose this time round.

2008-03-24T19:25:00.001+08:00

Baby take care of yourself.
I miss you tons.
:/

2008-03-22T09:11:00.002+08:00

I hate MTV now.
Kaba Modern got voted out.
Pfft!
Here's a personality test that i took.
() beside a statement are comments.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet (i don't think i'm sweet). You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict (i guess so). Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you (heh).

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes (oh how true it is [: ).

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person (i've settled down already [: ).

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates (well my love said i'm pretty mature and sensible LOL!).

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job (o.0).

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life (i hate regular job. i don't wanna work my ass off from 9-5).

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying (if i'm in the correct career that is).

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you (yep. how true).

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long (i don't have PMS luh. Wth. Lol).

2008-03-19T11:44:00.001+08:00

Oh god!
It's getting harder to live without seeing you.
It's getting harder to breath without you by my side.
And it definitely sucks waiting until weekends to see you.
Argh!

2008-03-18T10:04:00.001+08:00

I just realized that i really can't survive a day without you.
Please don't throw away what we had.
I need you.
I really do.

2008-03-16T12:05:00.002+08:00

Holding your hands
Playing with your fingers
Your head resting on my shoulder
Eating with you
Your silly exasperated expression
Oh you don't realize just how much i'm loving you.

2008-03-11T21:54:00.001+08:00

Baby you got me going crazy over you!

2008-03-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

2008-03-06T18:27:00.001+08:00

2008-02-25T20:21:00.001+08:00

Fucking annoyed!
ARGH!

2008-02-23T20:52:00.002+08:00

I just realized something.
If i met an *touchwood* accident.
And i survived.
And i went into a coma.
After say don't know how many months or years i awake i can't seem to remember anything.
And i start to wonder who's who.
Gradually, day by day, month by month i remembered who are my parents.
But friends whom i have made i can't even remember any one of them.
And events that happens on the same day i can forget within 24 hours.
And i asked my parents and these so called people who are my friends what happened.
And almost everyday, every month, they have to introduce themselve to me over and over again.
Say they even videotaped the particular event in order to get me to retain my memory.
And the next day i forget about it again.
Would you guys feel vexed?
Would you give up on me?
Would you feel that i'm too worthless to be bothered about?
What's your answer?

2008-02-17T14:03:00.001+08:00

My Canadian friend Jon have nuggets of treasures stash in his iTunes.
Hurhur.

2008-02-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

Honestly.
I hate studying.
Why?
It makes me fat.
No serious!
A few nights ago i was studying and popping pineapple tarts into my mouth.
I can't stop and i can't help it.
:/
*sigh*
I haven't been making progress with my revision (die!)
I'm in a holiday mood.
*come on matt concentrate*
I'm free after 21st.
Anyone wanna date me out?
Lol.
Ok i shouldn't get too carried away.

Anycase listen to this mrbrownshow.com
Fucking hilarious.

Next watch this video.
Awsome dope shit yo!

There are more to come but i gotta head back to studying soon.
:/

Ps: Today is so embarrassing. Halfway when swimming i got a cramp on my leg and i had to limp-swim to the other end (i was on my final lap) -_-"
*sigh*

2008-02-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

It just hurts too much.
Way too much.

你已经有他我就不应该再有你

2008-02-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

Before i start condemning a particular shopping mall, somethings to take note.
1) There's a difference between declaring myself a fashionista and my love for brands.
2) Refer to terms on the left-hand side of the blog.

Tampinese mall is fucked up.
Ugh!
I mean which self-respecting fashionista would step into that kinda mall?
Where are all the Zara, Gucci, GUESS, DKNY?
Sheesh.
Not only that, today that mall is literally flooded.
Like what the fuck can!
Sorry, all those clothing are meant for your neighbouring kiasu obasans and the top 10 worst dressers.

2008-01-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

Maybe...just maybe you & i belong to two different world.

我想我应该轻轻放开你的手我却没有力气这么做

2008-01-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

Whoa my 460th post.
What achievement.
Anycase that's not what i'm here for.
Suppose to be working.
But i can't resist saying this line.
All the best to those who are participating in this year's Funkamania.
Especially NRA [=
You guys have worked hard.
Jiayou!!!

[=

2008-01-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

Fuck codings.
Like seriously.
What's a language person like me got to do with codings?
And for you ignoramus out there codings ain't got to do with language.
It's IT language for goodness sake.
ARGH!
I'm tearing my hair out for the ECAD Assignment.
KNN!
I seriously don't know how it will help me in the future since i'm not going to work in the IT industry.
And yes your's truly here detest IT to the core.
It never was my choice to take that course in the first place.
Don't ask.
SHEESH!

2008-01-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah changed blogskin again.
Projects are such a chore.
ECAD-21st January
OOAD 2- 14th January
DWA- End of this month
What the hell can!
KNNCCB!
I would rather they cramp all the projects last semester compare to now.
And Chinese New Year buang also.
Cos examination starts on the 11th of February.
Meaning to say have to study during Chinese New Year.
Fuck!
I hate the semester timetable this year.
Sheesh.
*Rolls eye*
But come to think of it i can save my ears from those annoying chinese new year songs.
Fucking irritating piece of shit.
I just want my money [=
But enough of that.

This is the person i wanna blog about.
Who is he?
Well T12 should know.
His name is Chen Jen Tock.
A wuss and a sissy.
Literally.
Today there wasn't school as there's this business continuity programme.
And for PM we had a forum (i simply fucking detest e-forum)
And this idiot here decided to have one.
Ok.
So there were 2 threads.
It was so confusing up to a point i just give up asking him any questions.
It was fucking frustrating.
Really!
I mean he didn't even explain what we're gonna do.
And even if he did he knows its not a right time cos all of us are too busy with the RDD.
Sheesh!
In short PM's just a puboh module and a waste of time.
I don't see how it will work for me.
And i don't think it would be used either.
*Points middle finger at him and starts cursing and swearing*
'Nuff said.

2008-01-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

Lets101 - Dating Free Online

2008-01-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

And so i decided to un-privatize my blog.
Anycase singapore's too freaking boring.
I can't wait to start vacationing overseas during the next holidays if possible.
Datelines to meet.
Projects are piling up.
Fuck.
It's gonna rain soon.
And i can't swim.
*Sigh*
Btw, you not just ruined your own relationship, you just destroyed your own friendship you ass.
*Rolls eye*

~~i'm feeling fucked up, insignificant, jaded and too weighed down.~~
you're never there.
i'd just realized.

2007-12-26T15:35:00.000+08:00

How to control your emotions when you know you still like that person still?
Idk.
It really kills.
I thought i'm over it.
But i'm still back at square one.
I tried repressing my feelings.
But i guess it wasn't of use.
I did things which i think would help me numb myself out.
I guess it didn't help at all.
On the outside i look fine.
But on the inside i'm crushed.
My inner self feels like screaming.
I don't know how to go on anymore.
But if i forced myself upon you.
It won't go anywhere.
I HATE being a substitute.
I would want you to ~~like~~ love me without any restriction.
You can say i'm waiting.
But i would have you know that i'm not.
If someone comes along and manages to convince me to let go of you.
I will.
But for now i guess i'm still going back to you.
Contradicting?
I guess so.
Been going in circles.

~~Someone please save me from myself~~

2007-12-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

I was surfing the around the web when i came upon this korean advertisment that enlisted the help of korean actors and actresses such as Lee Mi-yeon, Yun Eun-hye, Joo Ji-hoon, Kim Jung-Eun, Jang Hyuk, Park Jung-a, Lee Seung-ki, Wondergirls, Suh Kyeong-suk to encourage adoptions within the country. Just by looking at Yun Eun-hye feeding the child is tugging at my heartstring and for some reasons my paternal instinct is starting to kick in big time. Idk. Fatherhood is something i look forward to in the future.

To quote 天道総司 from 仮面ライダーカブト "Children are treasures. The greatest sin in this world is to damage those treasures."

2007-12-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

Ok so i just got back yesterday from APACHE camp in school.
Should have updated while i was at it.
Oh well.
Anycase i'm still waiting for photos.
Camp was fun.
Red campers you rock [=
SLs you too [=
Scandals?
You bet hurhur *hint hint*

Shit and tomorrow's christmas.
And my plans are all clashing with one another.
Headache siol.
Never mind. Tomorrow can figure itself out.

~~If i kiss you would fireworks fly?~~

2007-12-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

Ok so i haven't been updating. I think i give up getting the chairman to help me with my blog.
Will be back up with more updates asap.

2007-10-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

I know i haven't been updating. The blog is still under construction. Unless the header picture isn't fix, i won't really say it's up and running.

Pardon me for the noob pictures 'cos i'm still trying to find my around photoshop-ing.

Till then.
Watch this space (=

2007-10-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

And yes i swam. And i gotta make way for a fatso. So fucking irritating can.

So i went to sentosa with my classmates. Got a good tanning session.
~~And so i walked past 2 idiots who shouted "gay" and expected me to turn around~~
~~Cos i was wearing my FBT shorts. Fuck luh horz!!!~~

Lol and yes russ i took your idea for the images. Heh

2007-10-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Online Videos by Veoh.com

楽しかったね小さく呟き微笑んだ君
まだそばにいたよ込み上げる弱音飲み込んだ僕
鳴り響く電車のベル無情に二人を引き裂く
絡ませた指と指を解いて別々の場所へ旅立つ
会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
愛だけがくれる喜びに触れたい
会いたいと願うだけで火照る身体
冷ます術はその温もりだけ知っているのに

踏み込まぬように互いの暮らしを侵さないように
だけど最近はメールや電話じゃ距離を埋めきれない
今までの恋とは違う淀みない気持ちが溢れてく
どこまでも透明なその瞳見つめ続けて溺れたい
会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
二人出会う場所で叫んでいるから
そしていつの日かそして永遠の誓いを
立てられるその時がくる事信じてるから

眠れない夜で闇に包まれて君を求め彷徨い続ける
愛しているよ壊したいほどに泣き濡れて朝を迎え入れる

会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
愛だけがくれる喜びに触れたい
会いたいと願うだけで火照る身体
冷ます術はその温もりだけ知っているのに

~~i miss you fucking hell alot~~

2007-10-01T08:34:00.000+08:00

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愛しあって　伝えあって
もっとそばで　感じたいの
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
打ち明けたい　この思いを

誰のせいでもないのにね
いつか怖くなって
言いたい気持　唇でかくれんぼの One-Sided Love

灯り始める　街明かり
好きとメールにして
ピカピカの光に乗せ
君に届けたいのに

愛しあって　伝えあって
もっとそばで　感じたいの

LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
打ち明けたい　この思いを

きっといつでも幸せなわけなんてないけど
やっぱり大好きな人と
幸せになりたいの

確信しなきゃ　踏み出せない
自分がもどかしい
気づいたの？　出会いだけじゃ
心しまえないこと

誕生日は乾杯して　同じ景色　焼き付けたい
愛したなら愛されたい　
輝く街　勇気ください

I LOVE YOU 君に伝えたなら
私きっと変われるはず

愛しあって　伝えあって
もっとそばで　感じたいの
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
打ち明けたい　この思いを

誕生日は乾杯して　同じ景色　焼き付けたい
愛したなら愛されたい　
輝く街　勇気ください

~~This is to that special someone now (=~~

2007-09-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

Heh so i got hold of the photos that i've taken at Italy & Amsterdam (long last). But it's fucking hell alot so i won't be uploading all. You can view some of them on Flickr or you might have seen some on my display picture on MSN *shrugs*

2007-09-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

~~私は私がすべてを完全にすべて私によってが従って~~
今ないことを私のための唯一無二の
1才であることを私が感じである間違った考えた
であるものを私によってがない従って本当に私に言いなさい
今を除いて計算されて得たことを考えたすべて
公正な感じそう間違って今確実

2007-09-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

From today onwards night time at 11.45pm, i won't be in singapore as i'm off to Italy for vacation. Yes meaning to say you won't see me for at least a week. But i'll take more photos along the way (:

~~私はほしいと思うそうひどくそれが私を~~
実際にできないあなたのための私の感じを否定傷つけるが、
検査を有する従って私が
私が私は彼の後で
人のために決してそう強く感じなかったことである知っているすべてを待っていること私は尊重し。
私がほしいすべてである

2007-09-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

Say La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La

singing for me now

Say La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La

La La La La La

I Konw 今夜も眠りを忘れ彼のために泣いているんだね

雨のように冷たくて火傷のようにずきずきうずく

偽りに化けたPromiseでも愛したから信じたから

いい思い出と微笑んでbaby girl

君のshadowのように息を殺し側にいた

その哀しみは僕の罪だと言わせてlisten to me

* I want you to forget him please I want you to remember me

全部受け止めるよここにおいで

ためらわないで僕の手を取り

I want you to forget him please I want you to remember me

胸に抱いて歩き出して La La La

Say La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La La La La

La La La La La

La La La La La

I Konw　何度も裏切られても愛のために戻っていたよね

その瞳はそうまるで琥珀のよう彼を閉じ込めた

傾け続けた I Wishただ欲しがったから与えたいから

彼の事は早く忘れてよbaby girl

君のshadowのように夜に紛れて待った
その笑顔が僕の喜びと気付いてlisten to me

*repeat

君の涙が枯れるまでほら側で守ってあげよう La La La

君の涙が尽きるまでほら側で待っててあげよう

Cuz’ you are the one for me and I see it’s You

I want you to forget him please I want you to remember me

全部消してあげるだからおいで

迷う事なく僕の手を取り

I want you to forget past please I want you to remember true love

さあ、未来へと歩き出そう La La La

2007-09-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

First off i would like to congratulate In Bass, 8 Steps, Rough Addicts, FBeats and PoshBites for getting into the final round of Suntec Dance Competition =D

Ok so i haven't been updating. Been out the whole of last week. The only time i get to rest was on Thursday and Sunday including today if you count that i haven't step out of the house at all. Had chalet from last monday to wednesday, left halfway on monday night as i'm meeting fern the following day to accompany her to go for job interviews. Met Han Seng and made a new found friend Elizabeth, both budding photographers enthusiast. Fern went for her job interview at Takashimaya and we both felt like the biggest dork and noobs on earth for not knowing where's tower A and not realizing that certain lifts doesn't stop at level 12. Han seng and Eliz only met us later at City Hall (after much debating with Fern on where to go).

After which we head down to Ann Siang Road. Of course i couldn't resist camwhoring and we started taking photographs. But i had to leave them at around 6pm as i had dance that day.

I can't remember what i've done on wednesday so i can't type what i've done on that day.

Rested on thursday and went back to alma mater on last friday to celebrate teacher's day. Sadly most of the teachers that taught my batch has left except for Mr Azhar (my history teacher) and Ms Foong (our former home tutor). We bought a gift for Mr Azhar and so when we wanted to pass it to him, we realized that he has left the school for prayer. So we waited till 2.30pm and we went to Joseph's house afterwards. After stoning at his house for awhile, we (fern, abraham, nich and yi hong) made our way down to town and Russ and Hasita joined us later. And so we met quite alot of people on our way to town and we saw Valerie and Rodney on our journey back to Pasir Ris. As usual, Russ's piggy eyes were fixated on the donuts they've bought from Donut Factory and i swear he was drooling over it.

Then we head down to macs at downtown east to slack without fern 'cos she has to be back home by 9.30pm.

Last saturday went to sentosa and the weather couldn't have been any better. It rained, stopped, rained stopped until we're quite frustrated that we left the place. When washing up that time, the restroom was crowded and so the guys tried their luck to lie their way into the resort to use the bathroom. We could have succeeded if not due to the fact that we stood at the entrance for too long and the security guard came out to chase us off *sigh*.

My favourite picture of all that's taken.

2007-08-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.

Your negative traits:

You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:

A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.
Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.

Your dating style:

Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.

Your seduction style:

Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.

Best color to attract mate: Green

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

i guess so. and no i don't need to feel empowered by being in a relationship. it's just too cliche. i'm all for if the right one comes along, i'll give it my all (i'm a reserved romantic at heart) (:

What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:

Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

i guess so haha.

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

o.0

2007-08-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

To my bestie: Fernnice Wong Sim Yee, even though it's hard to see past the mundane in life after experiencing a messy break-up, you ALWAYS have us clique-aiyer with you. Be it through sadness, joy or anger (sounds cliche but can't think of other way to put it), we'll always be there for you especially your bestie here. Keep the smile and tell yourself "each day is a brand new day and there's something good out of it. Nothing can dampen my spirit despite all the crap i have to face each day 'cos having a life that is perfect, there's nothing for us to improve ourself upon. "

take each day as a learning experience (:

~~why do i feel like bawling?~~
why is there this dull ache in my heart?
a fact is that i still can't get over you

2007-08-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

Clubbing was THE bomb last night!!!
Whee!!!
But no pictures as no one brought along a camera.
Sad.
Oh well.

性交それを知っていないで
熱い、私登録した私の物のあなたの体を
そして私は行方不明それである
実質ひどく

2007-08-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

EBF paper was good yesterday. Can pass but like what i told most people not sure whether can achieve an outstanding pass. Oh well. Only stumbled at 1 question. The paper asked "The Singapore Government online portal (www.gov.sg) was launched in Oct 2004. The Government and citizens have benefited from it. Describe two benefits each for the Government and for the citizens."

Like what the hell. As if people are gonna understand what the hell that question meant. I mean i went to ask around what did they write for question 5 and most of them said they're not sure =/ It's worth 4 marks which makes a difference in either passing or failing =/

Oh well.

Today had 2 hours of lesson for LAN. More of revision. Went to the library back at White Sands.
And tomorrow i have to return to school for OOAD revision. Fuck. It's like on a National Day Eve and there's still lesson. Argh!!! But the good thing about it is that i'm collecting my skinny jeans and i'm heading to Zouk to club hurhur.

~~私はそれが私がを信じない~~
私が学校で
会い続けたら同時発生または運命であるかどうか知らない
バスの中の
学校の別の部分にmacdonaldに
そして…今日今最初にあった=/
しかし私は幸せである
あなたのprescenceは私の日を作った hurhur.

2007-08-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

Yeah well so i haven't been blogging for awhile now. No time luh other than the fact that i have exam this coming monday and around 2 weeks later.

And so i was out last night. Caught the movie "Alone" with Ferry, Jin Hui and Choon Long. Met a couple of my friends along the way. Ken, Alex, Mitch, Ah mah with her boyfriend. Boy last night sure was happening.

Now compiling a list to stock up for the next semester (think clothes etc). Gonna get more clothes and jeans, 3/4 shorts and cardigans for that matter. New bag and shoes. The list is never ending. Haha. Ferry bought a Crumpler bag that is the same as mine heh.

So gonna scrimp and save. Speaking of jeans i haven't alter my jeans yet. I think i better start soon lest i'm too busy and are not able to afford the time to though.

2007-07-30T16:20:00.000+08:00

Dope choreography of "Get it out me" By Alvin De Castro. As requested by him please do not use his choreography without permission. Respect the hard work he has put in aite. Enjoy (:

2007-07-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

たとえば誰かのためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたいずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together
消さなでこのまま don’t go away

あたたかく溶けだして確かめるの
優しさのしずくこの胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手離さないで

たとえば叶うならもう一度あなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよずっと永遠に

たとえば誰かのためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたいずっと永遠に

2007-07-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

I'm freezing my arse off here. My fingers are numb even as we are speaking. Yes macs here back at pasir ris is freezing here. And it doesn't help that i'm having my sinus again.
I'm doing my work here 'cos the stupid internet connection at home isn't working and it's only workable from the desktop. My brother is on the desktop (as usual) so he won't budge from it. And i got a suspicious feeling that the wireless connection from my laptop is a bit faulty. It doesn't make sense if the connection is available from the desktop and it won't work from my laptop right? Or it could just be the latter.

Anycase i'm rushing for my EBF assignment. Have to do a write-up and the requirement is that we have to include evidences for whatever information we have found. 'Cos without sources it's hard to score or so i've been told by aloy (which is true luh 'cos the weightage for each segment is quite alot). And the sumission is due this sunday. So go figure.

And i'm suppose to meet fern tomorrow as i've told her i'll be free the whole day and i received words that i have presentation to do for events management. Fuck. I'm so gonna get the lecturer to let my group go first. And gonna cut my hair (like finally).

I found out that my exam will only start around late August. The dates are set and it's on the 22nd, 23rd and the 24th. 3 papers back to back so tell me whether or not is it sucky. Madness luh. But after the 24th, semester break!!! Yay!!! And i've got alot of programmes lined up during the holidays whoot!!!

2007-07-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are wise, insightful, and brilliant.
Your wit is sharp and occasionally hurtful...
Revealing your scorn for people with less intelligence.

Underneath it all, you feel burdened by the stupidity of humanity.
You know what's right in the world, but it's overshadowed by everything that's wrong.
People see you as arrogant. While this is partially true, you are also very sensitive.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

2007-07-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to update last night but the stupid internet network at home is causing alot of problem and i was literally pissed off so i wasn't in the mood for anything.
Note to self: tell father to fix the network. sheesh.

But nowadays i can't seem to be able to feel anything. Emotionally i meant. I've bawled till my tear duct has dried up. My heart is numbed except for the few occasional fleeting skip of the heartbeat when i see someone i fancy =/

Whatever.

~~その時私がどれを消したいと思わない~~か~~あなたの目は私の記憶の中に燃えます~~

2007-07-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

Having quite a bad day in school now.
I really do not wanna know what's happening.
Seriously fuck politics and the people who are involved.
I mean seriously some of the things that you do, what's your motive and purpose?
Have you guys ever though of that?
What is it for?
Fame?
Power?
Or just simply to manipulate people from the sidelines?
Do you enjoy stepping onto people's toes?
Doesn't your conscience feel anything?
Or you simply just abadoned it?

~~i wish things were back to the way it was.~~
wait.
it wasn't even in the first place.
i'm fucking sick, disgusted and tired of the facade that people put up.
fuck everything.
now everything that i tried so hard to supress is coming down in torrents.

2007-07-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Dim sum dollies rock!!! Too bad today is the last day of the show as it was sold out like hotcakes. They're having a re-run next year sometime during february so do go down and support them if you haven't watch and it's definitely a highly recommended show.
Credit: http://www.radio913.com/stationContest
And clubbing last night suck without ken and the rest of the gang but i still had fun laughing at all the scandalous jokes regarding alex hurhur.
I've managed to find the lyric for Mahaloha by Yuna Ito featuring Micro of Def Tech.

There are times in life when all you want to do is cry
なぜかさみしい
You always got a friend baby don't you worry
今は一人

毎日同じ繰り返してゆくその中で
あなたという新しい光　舞い降りてゆく

※All I want is love
It's all I'm thinkin' of
All I know is that I need to spread this message to you
Said I'm sayin' love
Don't wanna give it up
I can be all that you want me to be c'mon let's love※

何かあるわけじゃないのに
なぜか悲しい
心のどこかがぽっかり
あいたみたい

退屈な日々にも慣れ始めたこの頃に
愛という終わりを告げる鐘が響いてく

All I want is love
It's all I'm thinkin' of
All I wanna do is get this Mahaloha to you
目を閉じて
そう抱きしめて
全てをつなげてゆくの　c'mon let's love

There are times in life when all you want to do is cry
もう泣かない
You always got a friend baby don't you worry
一人じゃない

それまでのものが今　少しだけ違って見える
あたたかい優しさの中で　風を感じる

All we need is love
どんな時も
伝えたい言葉は Mahaloha to you
Said we're sayin' love
届けたい
願いはただ一つだけ　c'mon let's love

la la la …
All I want is love

(※くり返し)

All we need is love
どんな時も
伝えたい言葉は Mahaloha to you
Said we're sayin' love
届けたい
一つだけの願い　baby, c'mon let's love

~~i don't wanna know if it's right or wrong.~~
~~all i wanna know is that i believe in the choices i'm making.~~

2007-07-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

Happy happy song!!! Mahaloha from Yuna Ito feat Micro of Def Tech.
How i wish the next semester break will quickly arrive ((((:

2007-07-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

Ho hum like finally i got my skinny jean. Went to town yesterday and i bought it from Topshop. May camwhore with the jeans. Maybe. Anycase now waiting for the printer to finish printing 45 pages worth of report that is due is 8 hours and 10 minutes time. And i'm meeting jin hui at 8am in school later *sigh* oh well gotta sacrifice my sleep as i don't wanna submit the paper late. Oh yeah go watch Transformer too if you haven't catch the show yet. It's dope shit. Anyhoo later peeps.

2007-07-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

Watch this dance video by wade robson. Literally chua sai.

2007-07-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

試著聽見試著看見
所謂的永遠永遠
好像還差一點一點

無法聽見無法看見
永遠永遠就讓我說愛你
一百遍不夠還不夠

讓一切再從頭
你放了手卻放了手我不想要的自由

發現原來我也有脆弱的時候
發現原來你加我等於什麼都沒有
發現不知到底還要走多久多久多久

反正只是沒愛過

2007-06-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

KNNCCBFUCKINGSHITHELL!!!!
got sabo-ed can?
*grabs an imaginary person's neck and starts wrangling like mad rawr!!!*
need a paper bag soon =X

Anycase last night was dope shit. Went club-hopping (my virgin experience) with nigel and his friends. High can!!!! First stop was at MOS. Wanted to get freebies haha. What's inside the bag you asked? Well there's some vouchers, sample perfume from Calvin Klein (it's CKIN2U by the way) and last but not least condoms and lubricant.

I know i know like what the hell is a condom and lubricant doing in a goody bag but i think in conjuction with the event, they were promoting the importance of having safe sex.

Ok never mind and so we left there halfway through and went to DXO 'cos it's ladies night and our friend's a member of DXO so yeah go figure (:

After which we were suppose to leave for Zouk but in the end we stayed throughout at DXO 'cos that place is packed.

Photos will be up soon on friendster if i manage to get it from timothy hurhur.

Overall it was fun lalalalalalala

((((((((:

2007-06-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

Need i say more? Watch this video.

2007-06-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

Dance camp and MOOKS fashion party was DOPE!!! Especially the donuts provided for us campers at dance camp. Love it!!! Haha. Freshies of group 5 (lav's group), you guys did well despite all the nervousness (: and i'm beginning to love lyrical hip-hop.

~~i just wanna escape~~
i thought that i could forget about my confused emotion during the last 4 days
it did help by making me stop thinking 'bout you
'cos i was being tired all the time
but none of it changed
when i came back
sometimes being ignorant is a total bliss
i just wish i could forget bout you
forget what we've chatted
the simplest reason became a complicated matter

2007-06-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

Party hard tomorrow. Party so fucking hard till i numb out my feelings. The day after that, dance hard, dance so fucking hard till i can't feel my body.

~~I wanna runaway~~
I'm sick of everything
I'm so fucking jaded of everything
Confused
You bet your fucking life it is
I wanna let go of everything
My belief that something good will turn out
That what i'm holding on isn't a sham
Can somebody tell me that what i'm holding on isn't a futile attempt
Can somebody tell me that i'm not being a silly fucking asshole
Oh wait i didn't even tell anyone in the first place
Maybe i should just stop putting too much hope
On something i know it will not turn out in the first place
Someone just fucking hell save me

2007-06-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

Last friday went out with alex and his friends to look for clothes to wear for our event. I have decided on mine but what's left is a cardigan. Haha alfred suggested wearing a vest but i think i look horrendous in it. Besides lav aka hot mama's wearing the same outfit that i saw her in close to 1 week ago (yes it's uber dope (((: ) i can feel her sense of empowerment from miles away lol. So cardigan's the way to go. It was quite funny how romeo and another guy (oops forgotten the name haha) lamented 'bout having not enough money and yet want to spend at the same time (yeah oxymoron) 'cos they saw a shirt at FCUK that they really wanna buy. I saw my top there but it was still expensive even until it has been discounted. After which, we went to topman to search for cardigan and i tell you i nearly died. It's uber expensive can!?!?!? A piece is going for 70-90bucks a pop. What the hell.

After which, once i reached home i went to ask my friends around but the size of the cardigan they're wearing is at least a size 'M'. Tawfiq told me to go zara and check out. Ridtz told me to go jean pierre while Alfred told me to go to revoltage. Hmm i think i shall visit all this stores. Haha.

Gonna have my haircut on tuesday afternoon and a new friend's (you know who you are wahaha) gonna accompany me yay (:

~~you're dense.~~
period.
what i've written on my msn nickname you didn't see
argh!!!!
=x

2007-06-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, things are beginning to fall into place. We're halfway through meeting our goal for events management. Now it's result we're anticpating. I've skipped lesson and am now at the library. Managed to email my lecturer our workplan. OOAD test today is horribly horrendous =X 'nuff said.

(For more information, email or sms me (: )
~~it kills watching you tiring yourself out just to forget your troubles~~

2007-06-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

~~I will wait for you~~
~~Cause I don’t know what else I can do~~

Foolish?
Maybe.
Idk.
Hoping.
Jaded.

Till someone takes my hand & saves me from this cesspool, i walk this road alone and desolated.

2007-06-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

You Are a Mac

You are creative, stylish, and super trendy.
You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

Oh how true ((((((:

Your Gluttony Quotient: 64%

Eating is not just a hobby for you - it's your life.
And while your friends do appreciate your good taste in food, they're a little disgusted by how fast you shovel it down.

How Much Gluttony Do You Have?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

2007-06-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means

Your eating style is reserved. You are a bit of a fussy eater, and you have very specific ways you like your food prepared.

You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall.

Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next.

You belong to a class that's all your own. You resist rules and traditions of any sort.

You never really grew up. While your childlike innocence is charming, you often just come across as a big baby.

You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment.

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem.
You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious.
However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it!

You get along well with: The Index Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?
(WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!)

2007-05-31T18:34:00.000+08:00

Test was horrible =X 'nuff said.
Went to club last night. But zouk was packed. Same with MOS. So instead went to eat waffles. I was craving for it lol. Paul drove us back. Reached home at around 3am.

~~i tried my best not to get caught up with you~~
but each time i keep running back to you
like an addiction
morphine is what i take to sedate mysel
f i'm broken
shattered
lost
i just wanna run away
from everything
from you

2007-05-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ok haven't been updating for the last 1 week or so. Lazy larz. And stupid internet connection at home keeps disconnecting on me. Sheesh.

I'll update more later when i feel like it. Busy with eBusiness assigment that is due later before 12am. So i'm gonna work my ass off.

*Crosses finger and prays he doesn't get distracted again*

~~I want you.~~
You're a beautiful disaster.
But i'm deluding myself.
Again.
And again.
It goes in a loop.
With no ending.

2007-05-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

2007-05-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

Important!!!! For those who are in NP and have came across this blog and read the contents on Models Wanted, the venue has been changed to the Snackbar at Sports complex. Timing for the first half remains the same but for the 2nd half, it has been changed from 4-6pm. Please take note!!!

And i'm extremely pissed off with Estate management today. Shall not talk bout it. Still fuming over it.

As for rehearsals, sorry if i have to make you guys repeat the steps again *sigh* everyone jia you for this saturday's performance!!!!

2007-05-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!!!!!!!

MODELS WANTED!!!!!!

Do you have what it takes to be in the runway?
Do you think you have the looks and the height to pull it off?
If so do come down to the Atrium at NP on thursday for casting from 12-3pm and from 4-7pm.

For more details/inquiries please add me on hazennpazco@hotmail.com or call/sms
Mathew @ 90273778

2007-05-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

A few hours before going for mass and meeting my IS group mates at heerens for meeting. I so totally forgotten that the meeting was scheduled at 5pm. I totally flipped and i was thinking what to do, what to do *yeah try imagining matt repeating it like a mantra*

But all's well 'cos i told alex i got obligation to attend to haha (of course i didn't tell him that i'm attending mass). Actually was suppose to wake up for 8.30am mass today but as usual i was too tired. Mom woke me up but i just continued lying on the bed (t'was was half-awake by then) but i went back to sleep again. If not, i would have all the afternoons to myself before meeting up with alex and the rest.

Oh yeah here's wishing all mother's a Happy Mother's Day. Without you moms around, there won't be us. Especially for the one woman in my life that has made such a huge impact on me for the last 18 years of my life: my mommy dearest!!! Sorry mom for all the disappointments,the worrying and the angry moments i have put you and daddy through. Sometimes you just gotta realize that my thinking and your thinking are way too different. But nevertheless you know i will still heed your advices in the end 'cos i know you care for me but sometimes it's so stifling, it chokes. But still i love you both ((((:

Ok when i was on my way to school yesterday for rehearsal, there's this indian guy that bears a striking resemblance to Mr Bean (no offence duh *rolls eye*). Idk where that thought came from but his mannerism, the way he looks and the way he dresses totally resemble Mr Bean. I have to try to stifle my laughter and thankfully i could 'cos i was close to bursting out (i actually though of alighting at raffles place and just laugh till my stomach ache but i can't 'cos rehearsal starts at 3.30pm and Ann wasn't happy). And i think people are casting weird glances at me cos i think i'm twitching and spasming to them. Go figure.

Then i met someone *hint hint* on the way when i alighted at dover. LL. GG. Zzzzzzzzzz. And i had to cab with this person. Even more zzzzzz.

Random thought of the day: Emo-ing is the "in-thing" now....like whatever. *Rolls eye*

~~hurhur~~
~~wanna see ya again~~

2007-05-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

**Edited
E-learning SUCKS.Period.

Drank to numb myself.
10%
Not alot.
Feeling a bit woozy.
Idk.
I'm still aware of my surrounding.
Should buy 2 bottles.
Guess it sucks when you can hold your alcohol and refuse to get drunk.
I'm feeling pretty messed up right now.
Idk what i'm feeling right now.
It's not you.
That's all you need to know.
It's somebody else.