Wednesday, December 26, 2007,
How to control your emotions when you know you still like that person still?Idk.It really kills.I thought i'm over it.But i'm still back at square one.I tried repressing my feelings.But i guess it wasn't of use.I did things which i think would help me numb myself out.I guess it didn't help at all.On the outside i look fine.But on the inside i'm crushed.My inner self feels like screaming.I don't know how to go on anymore.But if i forced myself upon you.It won't go anywhere.I HATE being a substitute.I would want you to like love me without any restriction.You can say i'm waiting.But i would have you know that i'm not.If someone comes along and manages to convince me to let go of you.I will.But for now i guess i'm still going back to you.Contradicting?I guess so.Been going in circles.
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