Seriously i'm fucking sick of the lecturers in my school. Except for UID and BIS. They are very nice (: the NF lecturer practically a "no-lifer" and she's making this module a bore. I'm seriously sick of OOP and NF. The modules are suppose to be interesting but the lecturers are teaching it in such a painstaking manner, i'm beginning to dread attending the lectures. I'm really tempted to skip this two lectures but i can't 'cos i've made a promise to myself i'll do well for this new semester. How what to do?




I feel that i'm focusing way too much on dance than giving time for my lectures. I really need to re-adjust my life back to what it was before it careens out of control.




God just feel so far away now that i feel that i'm slowly defecting away from my youth group. I wanna go back but i'm really struggling in this deep water. I'm tied down to this earthly riches and desires that i find it really hard to tear myself away from it. I feel that i'm losing myself to the world each day and feeling hollow and empty by the end of the day.





I just realised i'm quite a lonely person on the inside. On the superficial level it may seem that i have many friends but i feel that i'm not close to either people. I told friends that i would be there for them if they encounter any problems or difficulties but at the end of the day who is there for me? God? Huh yeah right. Friends nah i don't even know who are real to me.

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