Why's life full of shit??? I mean i'm thankful to god for bringing me to existence but sometimes it's just fucking too much. Why am i feeling envious over people? Over dance? Over almost everything? It's consuming me from the inside out and i'm FUCKING sick of this feeling..everytime i turn up for practice, i feel that i'm not good enough. Even when i'm much better than other people, i'm not getting the recognition i so desperately desire. I want to be the best but reality always have a sick way of reminding you that there's definitely more people that are talented and way better than you. It just have a rude way of waking you up from your reprive. Reality is A cruel joke on mankind. Envy, one of the deadliest 7 sins in the world. The rich irony. Everytime, i just delude myself thinking that one day god has something installed for me in the fuure but it's a fabricated story on my part. I'm creating a world of my own, a world of lies. I'm just foolishly kidding myself. Even my consciousness is aware of it. What the hell.

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Name: Mathew aka matt, mattie or no 4
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