I wanted salvation, but it was not forthcoming. I wanted to be allevated from my guilt, but i was not granted. I wanted this nightmare to end, but it keeps recurring. I never wanted to say those words, but i did. I wanted our friendship to remain the same as before, but it will not be. I wanted time to stop, but it looks at me mockingly. I wanted to talk to you, but something's blocking me. I want to see your smile again, but i will not see it anymore. I wished that our friendship have not taken a different path, but it has. I want everything to be fine, but i am fooling myself. I wanted my tears to stop falling, but it never ceases. I want to ignore this feeling, but it won't let me. I want to be happy, but i am sinking into despair. I want to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but all i see is pitch darkness. I want god but where is he? He feels so far away right now...

I'll never be the same again.

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Name: Mathew aka matt, mattie or no 4
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