Let's talk about love. Okay i know i NEVER post emo entries before. How ironic huh the picture. I was looking at my past love life and i realise how pathetic it is. And pathetic is an understatement. I've been in 2 no 1 and a 1/2 (the 1/2 is 'cos of an on-off relationship so i never considered it as really a whole relationship) relationships...pathetic,pathetic,pathetic. And no i'm not a desperado(for all those who think that i'm one) and from that point on i never really get into another relationship. I mean why bother to go through all the ritual of chasing after the girl, getting to know them well, asking them to hang out with you and your pals and in the end they reject your offer of going into a relationship. All those time and money...gosh you could have saved it and spend it on something that you have wanted in your whole live. Sometimes i feel it isn't worth the trouble. But of course for those of you who are happily attached and have gone through the phase kudos to you. You can say i'm quite jaded with the whole relationship thing. But being single for the last 3 years, i find alot of joy just hanging out with friends and i learn alot about other people's mistake in a relationship. And advising my friends of course. But won't it be nice to be actually the person who falls in love and the feeling gets reciprocated? Hah what rich irony... What's the point of talking about relationship without mentioning whether you have a crush or not and yes i do but i learn from mistake and i'm being tight-lipped about it and i'm not gonna reveal who that person is. You can bribe me with tiramisu and i still won't spill the beans. Unless unless unless you're close to me i may let you in a little but nope i'm gonna keep this lil secret to my grave. All i can say is read the lyrics of this song

" Coz obviously she's out of my league,
How can I win she keeps dragging me in,
And I know I,
never will be good enough for her,
No no
Never will be good enough for her."

There that's all i can say 'bout neh =P

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Name: Mathew aka matt, mattie or no 4
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