Friday, July 29, 2005,

Hi all....i noe it has been an extreme looong time since i last blogged!!! Busy schedule mahz...what to do? And yeah that's a new skin (which i think all u can see lol) Anyways let's see O lvl chi is releasing arn nxt wk or mayb later...kinda nervous....hoping i can get B3...but i dun think i did justice to my chi oral and listening( the actual one) cos i screwed up quite badly...sigh...hope i can get at least a B3...but nt sure if i'm gonna retake if i fall short of my expectation...i mean its kinda useless if u retake and u get the same grade again...a total waste of time...hmmm i had a late night chat wif clare last fri trying to find out what she's doing haha lol and we chatted for more than an hr or so(as usual when we're talking) and she has given me alot of insights to herself. She's very forthcoming and she shared that through all those shitty stuff that she has went through she has become much more stronger. And there's this new found maturity(even though i noe its there already) is blazing like a comet. Kudos and she earned my respect for that! But however i wish i could go back to the time of innocence of ignorance i cant cos i cant deny we've changed and we've drifted...but i guess there's kinda of a mutual respect for each other. And i asked her if she would to choose the guys in our class who wld she choose and she said she wld eliminate all the short ones and one tall one (tat's me btw) so naturally i was curious and i asked her and she said she cant see me as a bf material cos the maturity level isnt there yet and i agree wif her...there's a streak of childishness inside of me but i'm desperately trying to shed that piece of skin off but it wont work..guess i gotta meet some cases tat might impact my decision and change my outlook in life haizz...i noe its out there and god has planned it so i'll let god lead me in his time and along the way i'll learn my mistakes, reflect on it and move on.


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