Wheeeeeee....gone for the last 4 days or maybe to 5-6 days. To where you may ask..well i've gone to my church camp and its held for the comfirmants. Instead of being in the facilitating area i'm stucked in the logistic team...i'm not saying its a bad thing. Prob God put me in that area(logistic) for a reason and i found out when i was talking to my friend. Maybe i took the logistic team for granted and i dun reali care bout them. That's one thing. Or another reason is that to taste the experience on how it feels like to be doing all the work and being neglected. But all in all one thing i've learned is that i shouldnt take the logistic team for granted. And for the upcoming YES camp, if they need help, i'll gladly help them without any complains at all. What's more wonderful about the camp is that i managed to forgive the person that i hated the most. Actually, we both managed to forgive each other. All thanks to God. Initially i dunno what to expect from the camp..All i wanna do is to forgive him and vice-versa and we managed to do it. It felt surreal aft i woke up from my 13 hrs of sleep. Yeah, i was so tired that i slept early on thurs. But i think the friendship between us has changed. When i told clare bout this and she said i've to learn to accept the changes in him and he should also try to accept the changes in me. If given the choice, i wouldnt wanna put too much pressure on our friendship and cause so much hatred between us two. But what's done has been done. I gotta accept what's been in my life. My only hope is that we(as in him and me) will close up the gap between us. We've drifted away from each other and i ope we can catch up on lost time.

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Name: Mathew aka matt, mattie or no 4
DOB: 7th OCt 88
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